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[nny]

Woke up this morning and felt well-slept but like crying, and I couldn't work out why, and then I just remembered my dream and ooooooh. Right.

Crap.

Doesn't help that I've had bad period pains and a sinus headache for a while now, but at least this has reminded me - yet again - that my brainfail is hormonal in nature. I wish I had a regular cycle, so I could get big clanging red flags (presumably with bells attached) that would WARN ME when I was about to go batshit.

I had a soft pretzel at the weekend. Weirdly, that was the first time I'd had one since I went to Germany 12/13 years ago, and it was kind of bizarre to get smacked around the head by a sudden sense memory that didn't gel with my surroundings at all.

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[midnight-violet.livejournal.com]

boo. bet you didnt expect to see me now. Also, internet hugs, for i am coming at the hour from t'otherside and that is what i can make snetences for.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Go to beeeeeeeeed, sweetie! Fucked up stress patterns are the first thing that start unravelling my brain. ;)

You back home for a while, or just temp'ry? I think Smaller lady is sending something.

[midnight-violet.livejournal.com]

iam on the druuuuuuuuuuuuugs now. (an' they don't like me) I said to send it to kendal in a text but she said she was horribly busy, i have been meaning to reply and clarify for about a week. Its ok, i slept all day. GIVE ME YOUR LANDLINE NUMBER I PROMISE NOT TO BE SCARY.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Dude, you have to ask ladyface because I have it programmed into my phone wrong and I've given it out wrong about five times already. I FAIL SO HARD AT LIFF.

XD

[midnight-violet.livejournal.com]

h'ok i shall ask her again. about the time thing- yes. indeed. this is partly why i am home- yes, needing organised by mother at this age is fairly disasterous but also so as to be around others than the voices in noggin.

duration of visit: am signed off til the25th march at the moment, not sure if a) i'll get more note after that. or b) how long i'll stay here for. but a while, anyhoo.

[looking4tarzan.livejournal.com]

Glad it's not just me that is going utterly fucking batshit when their period is due, seriously the week before I just go crackers and antisocial!

Ah sense memory, I'd live there if I could. Filter coffee and waffles with maple syrup will constantly take me back to Vancouver and the morning sunshine on our balcony!

[liz666.livejournal.com]

I keep a note of it on my phone when it starts and finishes-this helps me work out when my cycle is off and if I'm particularly foul tempered I double check the date and go 'ooohhh, that's why!'
I know your cycle is all over the place mostly but keeping track of it can help-it may have its own unique pattern that you can't see.

*hugs*
Love you darlin'