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Mar. 24th, 2009 04:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyNeed a brain workout. Basically I need to do a Dibbler - draw a line from ME NOW to ME AS A FULL TIME TEACHER and patiently think my way along the line, think about what I still need to learn and plan and work out so that I am capable of doing that job. Because right now I emphatically am not, which is an admission that caused a few tears last night, for srs.
Just my brain keeps shying away from thinking about it because there is so much so much I have to do and I have no idea where to start. I can't even start thinking about it so how'm I gonna do it?
Feel mostly like there's a big fat FAIL stamped on my forehead. It doesn't help.
Just my brain keeps shying away from thinking about it because there is so much so much I have to do and I have no idea where to start. I can't even start thinking about it so how'm I gonna do it?
Feel mostly like there's a big fat FAIL stamped on my forehead. It doesn't help.
