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Jan. 7th, 2004 09:44 amI'll be going back to Cardiff tomorrow.
My mother has had a huge strop at me- apparently I'm not welcome in the house again until I have a job. Thing is, I *do* have a job, every time I'm back in this country I can get casual work straight away. And I had a job in Cardiff, too- the reason I gave up was that they hadn't paid me for three months. I think that's a reasonable enough reason.
My first reaction was to just pack up and move out while she is at work today, but I realise that's immature and I'd regret it. Still terribly tempting, though.
I know intellectually that she has reason to be stressed, and reason to yell at me. It's difficult to cope with in the state of mind I have at the moment, though.
Damn.
My mother has had a huge strop at me- apparently I'm not welcome in the house again until I have a job. Thing is, I *do* have a job, every time I'm back in this country I can get casual work straight away. And I had a job in Cardiff, too- the reason I gave up was that they hadn't paid me for three months. I think that's a reasonable enough reason.
My first reaction was to just pack up and move out while she is at work today, but I realise that's immature and I'd regret it. Still terribly tempting, though.
I know intellectually that she has reason to be stressed, and reason to yell at me. It's difficult to cope with in the state of mind I have at the moment, though.
Damn.