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Holy crap, man, the hardest thing in writing is LEAVING THE FIRST DRAFT ALONE UNTIL IT'S DONE. I am splitting it into scenes in scrivener - which makes everything SO MUCH EASIER - but as soon as one's done I want to wade in and start fixing and pulling it apart and changing and working out where to put all the gosh darned exposition because it is less scary than writing new stuff.

This is a good weekend for pushing myself. I have no idea when the hell writing got so terrifying.