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Just writing something down, venting to a couple of people - it can make you feel so much better. Everything's still there, but it's easier to deal with when I know I have support.

If you're a ventee, I'm sorry. But I'm so unbelievably grateful.

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Supposed to be making a documentary. Group of three of us. One of us is having mental issues, is having a hard time of it, is upset. One of us is doing four modules, has more important things to do. So it looks like it's me. Tomorrow in the editing suite for eight hours. Editing a film on my own. I don't know how to do it, I don't know if I can, I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do.

This is gonna be interesting.