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Sep. 8th, 2006 08:35 amOkay, so my dream last night involved my bracelet breaking, someone throwing a cup of pee at someone else who was asleep, crazy hairy people,
innerbrat, Dan and Casey from Sports Night, Very Pretty Dresses and the church hall I used to do plays in. Other stuff as well, but this was the stuff that seemed most memorable.
The weird thing was, though, that most of it was putting across the message, over and over again, that I wanted to do another degree. It was seriously... the dream was, like, dancing around naked and shaking its bum in my face and taunting me with the degree I wish I'd done.
And while I know teaching is a good plan and it's a financially positive step and I'll be good at it and all that stuff, this potential degree is seriously nagging at me. And I can do it later. That's what I'm reassuring myself with. I can do it later, there's nothing stopping me, and right now it would be the worst step financially that I could take.
But god I'm wanting it. Dammit.
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The weird thing was, though, that most of it was putting across the message, over and over again, that I wanted to do another degree. It was seriously... the dream was, like, dancing around naked and shaking its bum in my face and taunting me with the degree I wish I'd done.
And while I know teaching is a good plan and it's a financially positive step and I'll be good at it and all that stuff, this potential degree is seriously nagging at me. And I can do it later. That's what I'm reassuring myself with. I can do it later, there's nothing stopping me, and right now it would be the worst step financially that I could take.
But god I'm wanting it. Dammit.