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Oct. 5th, 2008 07:04 pmI forgot to take my meds for a couple of days and it's quite gloriously messed me up. I can't seem to stay awake, and I'm just beating myself up incessantly. It's fun in here, right now. Mostly I'm concealing it by reading fic; unfortunately I'm reading fic by Helen, which is wonderfully written but so awkward and painful that it's not exactly improving my mood. I'm in the kind of mood which usually prompts me to make desperate and attention seeking posts, or sign up for love memes or what have you, but I don't think I could bear to translate well-meant words into people struggling for compliments, which is what my brain automatically ascribes at the moment.
I think I shall go and play on free rice for a bit, make myself useful in some small way, because staring at my empty inbox is unproductive and I seem incapable of writing.
I think I shall go and play on free rice for a bit, make myself useful in some small way, because staring at my empty inbox is unproductive and I seem incapable of writing.