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Not good today. I've been alternately shivering inside two hoodies and a duvet, and sweating buckets in a t-shirt. When I woke up this morning my eyes were aching like anything whenever I tried to move them, now they have dancing black specks and constant light after images. My head hurts and my back hurts and I'm coughing up small life forms, and I'm unable to properly indulge in any of this being sick malarkey because I screwed something up at work and even though my head of department is being thoroughly wonderful about it I'm fretting like anything. This job scares me shitless because I love it so thoroughly; any possibility of screwing it up is terrifying.

:/

Today is full of DNW.