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Am now deep into week 6 of constant pain and today is my first day with slightly more effective painkillers.

I'm tired - pain is kind of exhausting - and I'm stressed as hell about the time I'm taking off from work (sporadic, only when the pain is really bad), although I have voluntarily organised meetings with HR to talk them through what I know, what I don't know, what's being done about it.

I'm also in a foul fucking temper.

Days like today I massively regret the fact that I live on my own.