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Jul. 16th, 2005 04:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyI feel like I'm getting repeatedly poked in the side of the head with something dull... like a pestle. Or is it a mortar? Pestle, right? I can't remember, my head hurts. It's strange.
My situation in life is... interesting. Poor. And the security guards here at the computer room are, I suspect, starting to wise up to the fact that I'm not supposed to be using the computers any more. So if I suddenly disappear from your lives, that'd be why. Warning in advance, I guess.
Sometimes I'm tempted to just give up and move back to Southampton. Cheaper rent, which is something I need, right now. Money worries are incessant and... well, worrying. If it weren't for my flatmates I think I would, you know, despite how miserable it makes me. Despite my family, and the fact that I'd be either a)sharing a room (when sister's about) or b) living in an 8ft box. I don't know how much longer I can survive in Cardiff. Need a job, need a job, same old story.
I don't want to move back home. I don't want to take that step back. I don't want to give up livejournal, or milliways.
Ah well. It'll work out. I'm working on it.
My situation in life is... interesting. Poor. And the security guards here at the computer room are, I suspect, starting to wise up to the fact that I'm not supposed to be using the computers any more. So if I suddenly disappear from your lives, that'd be why. Warning in advance, I guess.
Sometimes I'm tempted to just give up and move back to Southampton. Cheaper rent, which is something I need, right now. Money worries are incessant and... well, worrying. If it weren't for my flatmates I think I would, you know, despite how miserable it makes me. Despite my family, and the fact that I'd be either a)sharing a room (when sister's about) or b) living in an 8ft box. I don't know how much longer I can survive in Cardiff. Need a job, need a job, same old story.
I don't want to move back home. I don't want to take that step back. I don't want to give up livejournal, or milliways.
Ah well. It'll work out. I'm working on it.
