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Jan. 7th, 2006 01:13 pmI CANNOT DO ANYTHING!
I feel worst so far and everything aches including eyeballs and OMG weak and tired and not in the least hungry which is exacerbating weak, probably, and also making it unwise to take painkillers and I feel utterly crappy and I am making this post in RAR AGRESSIVE language so I don't burst into tears, which is an urge I have been fighting off all morning.
And I really hate whining this much. I feel an urge, as I always do at times like this, to make a post about something fandom related, or write something or what have you. I feel like I have to justify myself for whine, and remind you that I am worth reading, honest I am...
And I would, except I can't. My brain is just... dead, right now. All I can do is sleep, and I need to train myself out of it 'cos work on Monday. Plus my dreams are weird and entirely too coherent so I don't have the safety escape route of 'oh, is only a dream'.
*flails*
This sucks.
I feel worst so far and everything aches including eyeballs and OMG weak and tired and not in the least hungry which is exacerbating weak, probably, and also making it unwise to take painkillers and I feel utterly crappy and I am making this post in RAR AGRESSIVE language so I don't burst into tears, which is an urge I have been fighting off all morning.
And I really hate whining this much. I feel an urge, as I always do at times like this, to make a post about something fandom related, or write something or what have you. I feel like I have to justify myself for whine, and remind you that I am worth reading, honest I am...
And I would, except I can't. My brain is just... dead, right now. All I can do is sleep, and I need to train myself out of it 'cos work on Monday. Plus my dreams are weird and entirely too coherent so I don't have the safety escape route of 'oh, is only a dream'.
*flails*
This sucks.