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Jan. 20th, 2006 03:28 pm*shakes self*
Eurgh, I don't like deleting.
I'm still not really going to be back until after the weekend, because I have
kenovay coming to stay, but that means I won't check my f-list by default, so self-imposed limitations still stand.
Nothing much is new. I've started looking at tarot cards - I've had a pack for ages and never really played with them because I didn't have any kind of reference. Smaller bought me a book (and, incidentally, finding neverland so please insert small SCOTTISH JOHNNY! SQUEE!) and I've done a couple of readings; I was expecting them to make a lot less sense, straight off the bat, but they're already going pretty well. It's interesting.
Job? Bad. I'm going to start looking into getting another one. Because... I had a review, and I was told that the opticians from the other shop thought me rude and lazy.
Okay. Well. I understand that I can on occasion be lazy. It's a character trait I'm aware of, and I'm making an effort to change it - which is why I work so damned hard at not being so at work. I'm quite often a couple of minutes late, and I have been sitting down a lot due to concussion, but I am never lazy. I start working as soon as I come in, being the first person on the shop floor, and I will not stop unless there is literally nothing to do. Whereas today, while I was inputting prescriptions into the computer, there were three sales staff and three opticians having a natter behind the counter. At work? I am not lazy.
And anyone who has dealt with me in any official capacity will tell you that I am polite to a fault. I am not rude to people - in fact, tests show that it takes twenty hours of dealing with complaints before I will snap, and then immediately afterward I will apologise.
So I've spoken to my manager, and asked for specifics. I can't fix it if I genuinely haven't the slightest bloody idea what she's talking about. I'm pretty damned annoyed about that.
Anyway, yes. I'll be back after the weekend, people. Take care of yourselves, please.
Eurgh, I don't like deleting.
I'm still not really going to be back until after the weekend, because I have
Nothing much is new. I've started looking at tarot cards - I've had a pack for ages and never really played with them because I didn't have any kind of reference. Smaller bought me a book (and, incidentally, finding neverland so please insert small SCOTTISH JOHNNY! SQUEE!) and I've done a couple of readings; I was expecting them to make a lot less sense, straight off the bat, but they're already going pretty well. It's interesting.
Job? Bad. I'm going to start looking into getting another one. Because... I had a review, and I was told that the opticians from the other shop thought me rude and lazy.
Okay. Well. I understand that I can on occasion be lazy. It's a character trait I'm aware of, and I'm making an effort to change it - which is why I work so damned hard at not being so at work. I'm quite often a couple of minutes late, and I have been sitting down a lot due to concussion, but I am never lazy. I start working as soon as I come in, being the first person on the shop floor, and I will not stop unless there is literally nothing to do. Whereas today, while I was inputting prescriptions into the computer, there were three sales staff and three opticians having a natter behind the counter. At work? I am not lazy.
And anyone who has dealt with me in any official capacity will tell you that I am polite to a fault. I am not rude to people - in fact, tests show that it takes twenty hours of dealing with complaints before I will snap, and then immediately afterward I will apologise.
So I've spoken to my manager, and asked for specifics. I can't fix it if I genuinely haven't the slightest bloody idea what she's talking about. I'm pretty damned annoyed about that.
Anyway, yes. I'll be back after the weekend, people. Take care of yourselves, please.