nny | (no subject)

God, I bloody love it when I suddenly get something. I mean, some things I need explained to me fifty gazillion times and I will still get confused because it just doesn't click, and other things I just... when I'm not even thinking about it, something will make a link to something else I vaguely remember and then I'll go oh holy fuck, modernism, and identity, and I get it, and have to run around the house and/or internets and find the poem it is I'm needing to be reading, and I really couldn't give a toss that a million and one people have got there first and I'm not really doing anything new because dude, I get it.

*beams*