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Feb. 6th, 2007 06:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyHey guys.
I'm not talking much because I don't have much to talk about - I've deleted a lot of beginnings to posts the past few days. I'm depressed, pretty much, and it's just too long spent in my parents' house, too long spent feeling like a child again. That added to the giving up of things Milliways: modliness, Brian and Aziraphael over a period of weeks. It's left me feeling kinda isolated and depressed, which is somewhat ridiculous since you manufacture your own isolation on the internet. It's terribly teen-angsty of me.
Mostly it's making it hard to get things done. I'm tired all the time and just wallowing in SG:A and AU ideas that I'm struggling to write/against writing.
I'm hoping things'll get better once I know one way or another about Bath Uni. I'm pinning a lot on that at the moment because it's... it's a solid escape date. I mean, I love my family, I honestly do, it's just that they're a layer between me and the world. Between me and being a grown up, dealing with things and people.
So if anyone's feeling neglected, please don't - I have AIM but I'm never signed on because I'm awkward about talking to people. The only person I've really spoken to of late has been![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
soupytwist because we're gonna be living together next year (fingers crossed) and this is crash course in dealing with Nny. XD
Anyway. Hope to be more interesting and sociable soon. In better news, I am getting £43 from Dell. It's not much, but since I have the computer now I'm really not inclined to kick up a fuss.
I'm not talking much because I don't have much to talk about - I've deleted a lot of beginnings to posts the past few days. I'm depressed, pretty much, and it's just too long spent in my parents' house, too long spent feeling like a child again. That added to the giving up of things Milliways: modliness, Brian and Aziraphael over a period of weeks. It's left me feeling kinda isolated and depressed, which is somewhat ridiculous since you manufacture your own isolation on the internet. It's terribly teen-angsty of me.
Mostly it's making it hard to get things done. I'm tired all the time and just wallowing in SG:A and AU ideas that I'm struggling to write/against writing.
I'm hoping things'll get better once I know one way or another about Bath Uni. I'm pinning a lot on that at the moment because it's... it's a solid escape date. I mean, I love my family, I honestly do, it's just that they're a layer between me and the world. Between me and being a grown up, dealing with things and people.
So if anyone's feeling neglected, please don't - I have AIM but I'm never signed on because I'm awkward about talking to people. The only person I've really spoken to of late has been
soupytwist because we're gonna be living together next year (fingers crossed) and this is crash course in dealing with Nny. XDAnyway. Hope to be more interesting and sociable soon. In better news, I am getting £43 from Dell. It's not much, but since I have the computer now I'm really not inclined to kick up a fuss.
