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[nny]

I'm so tired, I'm so - er - reasonably okay at teaching, actually, I'm so... meeting with the headteacher tomorrow. And... to be honest, I'm not entirely sure what to say to her. The meeting was set up a long time ago, before I had a better idea of what the educational study I'm supposed to do was really about, and I've come to realise that there's not a lot of groundbreaking I can do with a 5,000 word study carried out in one school while I'm also learning to be a teacher. It's difficult to base an empirical study around homophobia and suchlike, at the time and the position that I'm in. I was going to ask if there was something in particular that she'd like me to look into, if I could have my educational study be of use in some way, but I really don't think that I'm going to be able to do that so now I'm not sure what to say. I guess I can ask about the issue, see what she has to say and then be kinda noncommittal about whether I'll do it or not, thank her for her time and run away, but I don't want to come across as a time waster. She's a busy woman, is the thing. And obviously cancelling on her at the last minute comes across even worse.

I'll think about it. I only have a short ten minute activity to plan for tomorrow, so tonight's almost like a night off. I am so watching Tabula Rasa.

:D