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Jan. 27th, 2008 09:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyToday my ambition is to eat some sort of solid food that isn't toast. I've managed this twice so far in the past eight days, so I feel it's a worthy goal. :D
My second aim is to get some idea of what I should have done in terms of work for my course. It's going to depress me and worry me, and I know that going in - it's part of why I've been completely avoiding doing it, but I really have no hope of eventually getting the work done if I have no idea what it is. I've spoken to my course tutor about what's going on in my head, and she's also aware that I've been ill for a week, so I sent her an email this morning basically asking what the deadlines are for this week and indicating that it wasn't really likely that I'd manage to meet all of them. I'm kind of... I'm in a phase of damage control, I think, and I'm hoping that the uni are willing to roll with me at least a little in this. All I can do is try, right?
:/
In fannish news, my show keeps getting better and I keep getting discouraged in terms of joining in. There are entirely too many awesome people in stargate fandom for my contributions to be worth anything, to be honest, and the last few things I've written have kinda sucked. It's probably a state of mind thing, and I'll be riding a wave again eventually, but I feel like a grotesque talentless blob. But I don't feel the need to punish myself for it, so there's progress!
My second aim is to get some idea of what I should have done in terms of work for my course. It's going to depress me and worry me, and I know that going in - it's part of why I've been completely avoiding doing it, but I really have no hope of eventually getting the work done if I have no idea what it is. I've spoken to my course tutor about what's going on in my head, and she's also aware that I've been ill for a week, so I sent her an email this morning basically asking what the deadlines are for this week and indicating that it wasn't really likely that I'd manage to meet all of them. I'm kind of... I'm in a phase of damage control, I think, and I'm hoping that the uni are willing to roll with me at least a little in this. All I can do is try, right?
:/
In fannish news, my show keeps getting better and I keep getting discouraged in terms of joining in. There are entirely too many awesome people in stargate fandom for my contributions to be worth anything, to be honest, and the last few things I've written have kinda sucked. It's probably a state of mind thing, and I'll be riding a wave again eventually, but I feel like a grotesque talentless blob. But I don't feel the need to punish myself for it, so there's progress!
