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Mar. 20th, 2008 03:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyI have got a bitch of a headache today. I slept really badly and I went to work for a behaviour management seminar and everything is too bright and I swear something in the corner of my eye is scuttling. Which sounds like a comic by Roman Dirge. Eurgh. I'm gonna nap and then I'm gonna pack and then I'm gonna watch An Affair To Remember because I accidentally tripped and bought it in the supermarket.
Had a revelation today but I always feel faintly embarrassed about admitting to them, because they're always so very '...well duh.' Just, I realised that even when I am feeling good about myself I still have low self esteem because it's not just about feeling low, it's about the reactions of others dictating your mood.
...Look, I'm just not very self-aware, alright? XP
Anyway - good mood of the day is the five day extension I have on my essay, which means it's due in on the 9th, which means I can go to Pontypridd and see![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
liz666 and midnight_violet and lunar_echo and not feel guilty about it in the least. HA.
Igobednow.
Had a revelation today but I always feel faintly embarrassed about admitting to them, because they're always so very '...well duh.' Just, I realised that even when I am feeling good about myself I still have low self esteem because it's not just about feeling low, it's about the reactions of others dictating your mood.
...Look, I'm just not very self-aware, alright? XP
Anyway - good mood of the day is the five day extension I have on my essay, which means it's due in on the 9th, which means I can go to Pontypridd and see
liz666 and midnight_violet and lunar_echo and not feel guilty about it in the least. HA. Igobednow.
