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Apr. 20th, 2008 11:30 pmSometimes I get a little dizzy and my heartbeat wobbles like the world is spinning a fraction too fast, pulling me down into a wooden chair a fraction harder than I can cope with, the ceiling/floor unsteady under my feet as though the ground that supports it is grinding its teeth. Sometimes I feel as though the speed of the spinning is controlled from the bundle of nerves at the base of my spine, and there's not enough skin between it and the cold air that leaks through a closed window. Sometimes there is an indecision in my limbs. Sometimes I stare at my hand for two minutes at a time just to see if it will start shaking because it feels like it ought to be. Sometimes I worry that gravity will give up.
But only on me.
But only on me.
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Date: 2008-04-20 11:21 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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