My crazy, let me show you it

[nny]

I do not understand how dizzy can come from the center of my back.

ETA: Okay, this is fucking ridiculous. I totally didn't get on with the antidepressants and I stopped taking them a long time ago, and I've felt so much better since doing so I can't even tell you. But I seriously think I need to go to the doctor and talk about getting some anti-anxiety meds of some description.

I'm all curled tight around a ball of oh fuck in my stomach to the point where I'm having these uncontrollable full-body flinches which keep making me smack various parts of my body into the desk involuntarily. I'd shift to the bed but my laptop would bounce off my lap - it's happened before, once, and the only thing I ended up able to do to counter it was to punch the wall until I bruised both my hands.

This is not right. And not right things are best dealt with by going to the doctor and asking for advice and/or medication, and that doesn't make me a failure in any way.

*decisive*

Comments

[winkingstar.livejournal.com]

You are fabulous and you need to take care of you, which sometimes means going to the doctor and that is most definitely not being a failure.

*cuddles and squishes and hugs* ♥

[dramawench.livejournal.com]

I think you absolutely need to go to the doctor because you are NOT A FAILURE if your body chemistry is messed up and causing all this. It's nature's bad, not yours, and there is absolutely no shame in needing help.

*snugs*

[tacittype.livejournal.com]

And not right things are best dealt with by going to the doctor and asking for advice and/or medication, and that doesn't make me a failure in any way.

*decisive*

*Applauds* Absolutely. Also? Just FYI, you have cracked me up twice this morning already. Atlantis Dance off!!!

[genarti]

Listen to yourself here. Because you are absolutely and utterly right. Especially with that last paragraph.

*hugs lots*