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May. 15th, 2010 12:04 pmI feel better today. :)
Yesterday was a day of immobility and constant grinding pain, and today the sun's come out and I feel better than I have in a couple of weeks. It worries me that I haven't made any particular shifts in mental patterns, haven't reached this point through progress, but the washing up and laundry are done, the bins are taken out, a cheque's been cashed; I'm acting more like normal, so I'll take it for what it is for now.
It was unhelpful, admittedly, that the bank want me to come in for a discussion; they assured me that all charges were paid and then whumped me with another charge that has, once again, pushed my account over the limit. I hate being out of control financially, and I never seem to be anything else. I swear, it's not like I overspend particularly; little too much alcohol (yes, trying to cut down), occasional impulse buys that max out at £20. I'm just living alone in a flat that's too expensive for the job that I have, and I don't have a single friend that I can visit for free.
Back on the applications wagon, I guess, and persuading the bank that they really don't want to charge me or force me to pay back my overdrafts or anything until September, when I might actually be able to afford it.
Yesterday was a day of immobility and constant grinding pain, and today the sun's come out and I feel better than I have in a couple of weeks. It worries me that I haven't made any particular shifts in mental patterns, haven't reached this point through progress, but the washing up and laundry are done, the bins are taken out, a cheque's been cashed; I'm acting more like normal, so I'll take it for what it is for now.
It was unhelpful, admittedly, that the bank want me to come in for a discussion; they assured me that all charges were paid and then whumped me with another charge that has, once again, pushed my account over the limit. I hate being out of control financially, and I never seem to be anything else. I swear, it's not like I overspend particularly; little too much alcohol (yes, trying to cut down), occasional impulse buys that max out at £20. I'm just living alone in a flat that's too expensive for the job that I have, and I don't have a single friend that I can visit for free.
Back on the applications wagon, I guess, and persuading the bank that they really don't want to charge me or force me to pay back my overdrafts or anything until September, when I might actually be able to afford it.
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Date: 2010-05-15 12:13 pm (UTC)*rolls eyes at your bank* WTF, dudes? Why would you even do that? *hugs you*
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Date: 2010-05-15 04:13 pm (UTC)*hugs more*
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Date: 2010-05-15 06:50 pm (UTC)