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[nny]

Redacted post is redacted.

BLAH.

For the record: currently experiencing epic and mindblowing levels of self hatred, but still feel obliged to remind the internets I exist. And then use the lack of comments to fuel further epic and mindblowing levels. When in reality the lack of comments are just reflecting how dull the posts I've been making have been (and/or - in less SELF ABSORBED news - the relative busyness of my flist, sorry). So: I will attempt to find something more interesting to post about, or at least a more interesting way to write about the things I write about; in the meantime I will spend my time more productively than sulking on livejournal and wishing my hair was like Coraline's.

Comments

[havenstar.livejournal.com]

I never post anymore and am fail at commenting too.

but I think that you are great.

just thought you should know. ♥

[villainny.livejournal.com]

♥ thank you.

[crocodilewings.livejournal.com]

in the meantime I will spend my time more productively than sulking on livejournal and wishing my hair was like Coraline's.

What? An oil-based synthetic clay?

[villainny.livejournal.com]

YES. Also blue.

Mostly blue.

[cryptolect.livejournal.com]

Seems like the minute to delurk and say HI! Sorry life is sucky right now. I enjoy reading your thinky thoughts, so thank you for sharing them.

And, ah, I'm a bit tiddly so in lieu of being able to say anything helpful about that (when life is crap) right now I will just ramble on a bit and...um...right, so I was reading this fic in which one character says to another (paraphrased) if you were trying to sort out a knotty problem and someone came in the room and started harassing you about how crap you are, would it not be much the best course of action to kick them in the arse as you throw them out the door? So, yes. This is your brain on negative thoughts. Kick that self-hate in the arse as you show it the door. And remember that you are rainbow-coloured and shiny and awesome and talented and loved.

And, when I am down I cheer myself up with this vid. I hope it might work for you too.
http://wesleysgirl.livejournal.com/923633.html

[cryptolect.livejournal.com]

Er. Or. If that is annoyingly positive and you are more in a wallowing mood, may I say that is also a valid choice :)

[villainny.livejournal.com]

That comment was hugely appreciated and the vid rec has me smiling like a loon, so thank you ever so! I'm fully in favour of the tipsy part, too; I'd be likewise only I crashed straight into a nap after work and woke up entirely too lazy to bother going to fetch any alcohol. :D

And heeeee, rainbow coloured. My accessories today were kids' rainbow-star necklace and bracelet.

Thank you. :D

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

I think you would rock Coraline hair, and I also think you are great. *huuuug*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

I miss you, missus. Someday I'll do more than just say that. :/

[in-the-blue.livejournal.com]

Maybe we've just been busy at work and haven't had time to read or comment yet! Don't mean a thing personal, miss. ♥

[villainny.livejournal.com]

I know that! I do know that, and I know absolutely how stupid and selfish a mindset it is, but I seriously can't help it! I'm sorry for doing you guys a disservice - if it helps, all blame is entirely mine, in my head...

[in-the-blue.livejournal.com]

But but but there is no blame! No disservice! Everyone, even nnys, are entitled to the way they feel! Even if it doesn't make sense in retrospect or even at the time. It's part of what makes you who you are, and such a gorgeous and complex and entirely lovable human being. I mean it.

[tingler.livejournal.com]

Watched Coraline the other night with my girls in their room. Just as Coraline had scrambled back up the passageway and slammed and locked the little door, Tertius *slammed* into their room.

The girls barely jumped, but I screamed inside, just a little.

[silveraspen]

What in_the_blue said! Love you, hon.