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Oct. 28th, 2010 11:15 pmOh holy crap am in DIE ALONE *clenched fist-shake at the sky* worm-eating liver-punishing embarrassment to all rational human beans mode.
Comments'd be nice. I know I don't earn them any more, but seriously, would make a huge difference. It's embarrassing how much stock I place in momentary online interaction at present. Possibly it is hormone related, but my brain is not good enough at differentiating hormone-related-despair from actual-despair, and both feel pretty shitty.
Comments'd be nice. I know I don't earn them any more, but seriously, would make a huge difference. It's embarrassing how much stock I place in momentary online interaction at present. Possibly it is hormone related, but my brain is not good enough at differentiating hormone-related-despair from actual-despair, and both feel pretty shitty.
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Date: 2010-10-28 10:24 pm (UTC)And what you need to get through the night is not based on normative structures of acceptable behaviour - it's what gets you through the night, and that's why it's acceptable.
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Date: 2010-10-28 10:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-28 10:46 pm (UTC)And, also, *hug*
I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time. I have been following along with things - I've been a bit MIA in commenting because of RL stuff, unfortunately :-/ Do you have anything coming up soon that you can focus on or look forward to to get through this now?
Also, I'm using this icon not because I'm plotting against you, but because I feel you are the perfect recipient for a Paul Bettany icon :-)
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Date: 2010-10-28 10:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-28 10:58 pm (UTC)And "human beans" makes me giggle. :)
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Date: 2010-10-28 11:11 pm (UTC)You are a great person, no matter what your hormone-induced despair is telling you. And yeah, sometimes you need someone to say, "I'm here!" when you need it.
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Date: 2010-10-28 11:21 pm (UTC)Despair sucks, and you've done nothing to deserve it! Please don't eat worms? *pets*
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Date: 2010-10-28 11:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-28 11:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-10-29 12:32 am (UTC)I am sending big hugs *hugs tight*
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Date: 2010-10-29 04:17 pm (UTC)And I do in fact like you, and am happy to tell you so as often as desired, because you are the awesomest Nnylet that ever there was! And a thoroughly delightful person, lest you think I'm only comparing you to other Nnys, which would be pointless since you are singular and wonderful! (And dude, there are no shoulds when it comes to comfort. If it helps, it helps, and that's that!)
*I like you so much that I am trotting out some of my mother's terms of affectionate scoffing! They look enormously silly in print, but I think if one didn't grow up hearing them from childhood they probably sound equally silly. At least to judge by my friends' occasional reactions.
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Date: 2010-10-29 10:50 pm (UTC)(Watch out, there's more where that came from...)
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Date: 2010-10-30 02:24 pm (UTC)no subject
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