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Dec. 2nd, 2010 08:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Hormones are, once more, turning me into an awful, awful dick. I have a load of work to do and when I get like this no amount of self lambasting will get me actually doing it. Whether that's a laziness thing, a hopelessness thing, a self sabotage thing, whatever - it's fucking useless. Or, currently at least, I am.
Had intended yesterday to come home and make a couple of lists - one that included all those things that it feels like I am screwing up, and one that included only those things that I have actual evidence that I am screwing up (in order that I can get to solving them.)
Think it's probably a good idea - as useful as it feels like it'd be right now - to wait until I'm in a more rational and a less self-flagellating mind state, I think.
(See! I am hormones' bitch, but I'm getting better at dealing with it!)
Had intended yesterday to come home and make a couple of lists - one that included all those things that it feels like I am screwing up, and one that included only those things that I have actual evidence that I am screwing up (in order that I can get to solving them.)
Think it's probably a good idea - as useful as it feels like it'd be right now - to wait until I'm in a more rational and a less self-flagellating mind state, I think.
(See! I am hormones' bitch, but I'm getting better at dealing with it!)