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[nny]

Sometimes I'm really not a very nice person, and my biggest flaw is resentment. And my most consistent bugbear with resentment is that I cannot afford to get a better education than I already have; I am aware that I am so incredibly lucky with what I have already, but the nasty little resentment gremlin isn't terribly good at looking at people worse off than me. It's ever so small of me and I really dislike that part of myself, and in every other resentment I can genuinely wish people well and get over it, but this one I have to work a hell of a lot harder at.

So apologies if I am ever a vile cockwaffle at you about your learnins, basically. I don't mean it, and I only envy so much because I am impressed, honest.