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May. 1st, 2013 05:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyAnd clunk, another mental connection falls into place. It's weird how long that takes; that you didn't realise you were scared of rejection because of that one time you were so thoroughly rejected (and played with and laughed at), that you didn't realise you were scared of issuing invitations because of the embarrassment of the one time you tried.
I feel like a shop window sometimes, like I've propped all my mistakes on the other side of it, carefully arranged for maximum visibility. I'm unlearning it, gradually, but it's still a process of whys and wherefores. And it's still an important realisation that I have to have a few more times that people don't see me wearing 17 on my skin.
I feel like a shop window sometimes, like I've propped all my mistakes on the other side of it, carefully arranged for maximum visibility. I'm unlearning it, gradually, but it's still a process of whys and wherefores. And it's still an important realisation that I have to have a few more times that people don't see me wearing 17 on my skin.
