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Aug. 13th, 2013 06:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyHaving a bit of a mental paddy atm because my main source of contact with people is a) here or b) tumblr and a) here is rather deserted and b) tumblr no one has any interest in interacting with me. RL I am mostly getting people asking me for emotional help, which is fine, but the additional weight requires mental scaffolding that I have forgotten to erect.
Lol.
Erect.
I'm kind of looking forward to the point where I am a student at a university and have a social group thrust upon me but I'm having trouble with the means of making friends before that point, because just, like, sitting places on your own is more likely to make people think you are a sad loner billy no mates, especially if you are overweight. And I don't care about people's opinion of me when they are random strangers (because they are wrong and I am occasionally awesome) but the object here is making friends or at least finding someone to talk to.
And on top of that, hormones, which are abusing me from the back of my brain. (You are an embarrassment you are an embarrassment seriously stop talking your every expulsion of air is a strain on other people take pity on them and shut up and stay away and stay away and shut up SHUT UP)
Lol.
Erect.
I'm kind of looking forward to the point where I am a student at a university and have a social group thrust upon me but I'm having trouble with the means of making friends before that point, because just, like, sitting places on your own is more likely to make people think you are a sad loner billy no mates, especially if you are overweight. And I don't care about people's opinion of me when they are random strangers (because they are wrong and I am occasionally awesome) but the object here is making friends or at least finding someone to talk to.
And on top of that, hormones, which are abusing me from the back of my brain. (You are an embarrassment you are an embarrassment seriously stop talking your every expulsion of air is a strain on other people take pity on them and shut up and stay away and stay away and shut up SHUT UP)
