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Oct. 31st, 2013 02:16 pmDon't really know what I want any more. Not right now. Life seems to be picking off my targets like clay pigeons and I'm feeling kinda good for nothing. Mostly okay until I think too hard, of course, and the skin around my fingernails is suffering. Dose of the old Total Perspective Vortex.
ETA: yeah I deal with shit, just booked a counselling appointment
ETA: yeah I deal with shit, just booked a counselling appointment
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Date: 2013-10-31 03:10 pm (UTC)Why, did something happen? Because dude, you're AWESOME in so many ways, what can we do to MAKE you see that? ( and yes, pot and kettle, huh? :D)
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Date: 2013-10-31 03:12 pm (UTC)Nothing feels attainable at the moment, I guess. I'm doing the self-flagellating thing where not achieving is my fault for not being go-getting enough, and such; it's just the same old same old, don't worry ;)