nny | (no subject)

I'm not doing well atm. Like, I'm fine, and I'll totally be fine, and nothing that is going on is wrecking shit, I just amn't pushing myself hard enough, and when I'm not pushing myself hard I don't do well enough. It is a thing. BUT I WILL BE FINE. Seriously. Like, all is under control, and I am totally doing well on essays, and I know what I'm going to do on my dissertation, and I'm making friends and all and -

er

...my internal narrator is not correct.

I. Need to think about this.