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[nny]

I'm currently swimming in job rejections, I've just been told I definitely can't stay in my house next year, and I don't have enough money to pay my next lot of rent.

Everything feels shitty.

Everything feels shitty but everything is not shitty, because I am capable and employable and everything will work out because it always does. I am applying for more jobs, I am signed up to three temping agencies who I will be chasing for work over the next week, I can look on Gumtree and find somewhere I'm sure. I have lovely people offering to lend me money if I need it, which is very sweet of them and also a reassuring sign of my worth as a friend because (mantra, yo) the quality of my friends reflects the quality of my character, ergo I am fuckin' quality apparently.

I'm just also... slightly panic attacking, when I think about things. Fizzy stomach dizzy shaking.

Everything feels shitty, but it is not.

Comments

[gonergone]

It's really hard to remember the not part when things are not going well, but good luck! I know you'll get there.

[in_the_blue]

You are capable and employable. More than that, you're innovative and smart and simply wonderful. You let me know if there's anything at all I can do to help out, okay?

[skygiants]

YOU ARE QUALITY. You are amazingly quality, and I have my fingers so crossed for you in all things. <3333333

[vivien]

Everything is going to work out fine because you work hard and you're also awesome!!!!

[ceitfianna]

You are awesome and will find a great place for yourself.

[genarti]

<33333

You are awesome and capable and employable, and things will work out. One way or another, they will work out; you have options. And you are SUPER QUALITY.

It's hard to keep track of the good stuff when you're in the middle of awfulness and stress. But it's there, and you are a part of the good stuff yourself. So. You'll be fine, you really will.

[attractivegeekery]

I know these feels.
I know them well.

Also..I'm totally stealing that mantra. Or at least borrowing it for a while, because that's some good mantra.

[soupytwist]

I am really sorry it's so difficult, princess, but your logical brain is right: you ARE great, you WILL be okay. It really will.

I hope things happen that make that easier to believe soon.

*hugs hugs hugs*