Mar. 15th, 2007
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Mar. 15th, 2007 05:48 pmI'm hurting like a bastard today.
It's not the dull ache that drains me of all energy and ability to think. That depresses me and makes me feel like I'm not good enough because if only I was trying a little harder and putting up with a little more I could work without bursting into tears too often. That makes me worry that it's not bad enough, that I'm convincing myself into it or upsetting myself over nothing.
Nope. Today I have sharp pain in my joints and bones that's making me swear and flinch and it's something I can grit my teeth against and get angry at.
I'm hurting like a bastard today, and I'm feeling pretty good.
It's not the dull ache that drains me of all energy and ability to think. That depresses me and makes me feel like I'm not good enough because if only I was trying a little harder and putting up with a little more I could work without bursting into tears too often. That makes me worry that it's not bad enough, that I'm convincing myself into it or upsetting myself over nothing.
Nope. Today I have sharp pain in my joints and bones that's making me swear and flinch and it's something I can grit my teeth against and get angry at.
I'm hurting like a bastard today, and I'm feeling pretty good.
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Mar. 15th, 2007 06:57 pmForgot to mention - I got my acceptance letter from Bath. So now it's all official and I can start asking for money. :D
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Mar. 15th, 2007 10:47 pmI know some people get sniffy about it, but I'm glad of the hugely dumbed down customization options. Because it means that I may not have an original all to myself designer layout, but I can make my journal pretty without having to spend weeks futzing around with things I don't understand.
Or: shortcuts is good when you're lazy.
:D
Or: shortcuts is good when you're lazy.
:D
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