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There is never enough sleep.

:(

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Need a brain workout. Basically I need to do a Dibbler - draw a line from ME NOW to ME AS A FULL TIME TEACHER and patiently think my way along the line, think about what I still need to learn and plan and work out so that I am capable of doing that job. Because right now I emphatically am not, which is an admission that caused a few tears last night, for srs.

Just my brain keeps shying away from thinking about it because there is so much so much I have to do and I have no idea where to start. I can't even start thinking about it so how'm I gonna do it?

Feel mostly like there's a big fat FAIL stamped on my forehead. It doesn't help.

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I would just like it noted, for the record, that I'm going to go and have a shower less than half an hour after eating. This means I will inevitably get cramp and drown and wash away down the plughole, never to be seen again.

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OKAY SERIOUSLY, WHAT?

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I WAS JUST CHECKING MY EMAILS!

*faintly hysterical*