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Feb. 1st, 2016 08:28 pmThis week I have to show my tutor group an LGBT powerpoint in preparation for Friday's assembly for which we have a trans lady coming in to speak. I wish I could expect it to be anything other than a terrible experience.
(Is that suitable for children? a colleague asked in a horrified whisper. I was on the other side of the room but I just - it's not a sex thing. Does she not get it's not a sex thing?)
I'm tired. I've never worked in such an absurdly paperwork-heavy school before. I'm tired, and I got held hostage by a stupid direct debit and had to pay an admin fee that was emphatically not my fault and I cried and I'm tired. I'll sleep when I'm dead is supposed to be some kind of rebellious statement, right, not just the way a working life dictates your time?
(Is that suitable for children? a colleague asked in a horrified whisper. I was on the other side of the room but I just - it's not a sex thing. Does she not get it's not a sex thing?)
I'm tired. I've never worked in such an absurdly paperwork-heavy school before. I'm tired, and I got held hostage by a stupid direct debit and had to pay an admin fee that was emphatically not my fault and I cried and I'm tired. I'll sleep when I'm dead is supposed to be some kind of rebellious statement, right, not just the way a working life dictates your time?