nny | (no subject)

I haven't mentioned the earthquake/tsunami disastrousness yet because it's a little hard to take in. I don't think anyone I know was involved, I don't think but I don't know, because I'm notoriously bad at paying attention to what people I know are doing. That's just the way I am. I hope you and yours're all okay. I wish I could afford to help in some way, but I can't afford to pay my rent and even at a time like this I count my eviction above what little I could do. I don't know what that says about me. I don't know why people would cause wholesale destruction off their own backs when the Earth can kill us better. Do what you can with what you have... and from what I've seen, you are. I'm proud of you all, wish I could join you. Wish I could be more coherent about this but I'm still trying to get my head around the numbers involved.