nny | (no subject)

I'm trying to write something about one of my RP characters and the dude makes my head itch. He's such a jittery bastard and the only time he calms down is when he's around his blokey, and that's the only time he sits still. So he has this way of making me talk that's even affecting me now, a bit, crazy run-on sentences and repeating himself and kinda... circling things, saying them in different ways, trying to get them right in his head. And I have the character voice so clearly in my head, but I don't think I've got it quite right in RP yet. And now I'm all fidgety. And I have to quit starting sentences with 'and'. And shit.