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Aug. 9th, 2005 06:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyHey kids.
It's... mmm. Difficult. Eviction has suddenly turned from a random fear into a distinct possibility. I got a phone call from the agency this morning, and the man says that the owner is getting agitated. I'm applying for jobs, obviously, applying for jobs is kind of my default state, but I'm not going to have any money now until probably the end of September. At the earliest.
What does this mean? I don't even know. He wants to know if I can borrow money from my parents, pay one month, show of good faith. No, I can't. And not just because I'm ashamed to tell my parents what a bad state I'm in (which I am), but because my parents can't afford to give me money. And I'll just end up worrying them. What's the point of that? I can do quite enough worrying on my own, thanks.
So I think... I'll probably stay off livejournal for a while. I'll be checking my emails every now and again, and I might possibly still RP once or twice a week because it's kind of a necessary stress relief. But updates will only bore you. I'll let you know if I get a job, of course, but I don't want to be making repeated updates if all they're going to say is shitshitshit am doomed.
So have a good time. Know that I'll be thinking about you all, and catching up when I can.
I'll catch you on the flip side, when I find it. ;)
ETA: I can borrow the money for one month's rent - they'll be okay with that. I don't deserve the friends I have. Thanks, so much. I'll catch you later.
It's... mmm. Difficult. Eviction has suddenly turned from a random fear into a distinct possibility. I got a phone call from the agency this morning, and the man says that the owner is getting agitated. I'm applying for jobs, obviously, applying for jobs is kind of my default state, but I'm not going to have any money now until probably the end of September. At the earliest.
What does this mean? I don't even know. He wants to know if I can borrow money from my parents, pay one month, show of good faith. No, I can't. And not just because I'm ashamed to tell my parents what a bad state I'm in (which I am), but because my parents can't afford to give me money. And I'll just end up worrying them. What's the point of that? I can do quite enough worrying on my own, thanks.
So I think... I'll probably stay off livejournal for a while. I'll be checking my emails every now and again, and I might possibly still RP once or twice a week because it's kind of a necessary stress relief. But updates will only bore you. I'll let you know if I get a job, of course, but I don't want to be making repeated updates if all they're going to say is shitshitshit am doomed.
So have a good time. Know that I'll be thinking about you all, and catching up when I can.
I'll catch you on the flip side, when I find it. ;)
ETA: I can borrow the money for one month's rent - they'll be okay with that. I don't deserve the friends I have. Thanks, so much. I'll catch you later.
