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Aug. 9th, 2005 06:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyHey kids.
It's... mmm. Difficult. Eviction has suddenly turned from a random fear into a distinct possibility. I got a phone call from the agency this morning, and the man says that the owner is getting agitated. I'm applying for jobs, obviously, applying for jobs is kind of my default state, but I'm not going to have any money now until probably the end of September. At the earliest.
What does this mean? I don't even know. He wants to know if I can borrow money from my parents, pay one month, show of good faith. No, I can't. And not just because I'm ashamed to tell my parents what a bad state I'm in (which I am), but because my parents can't afford to give me money. And I'll just end up worrying them. What's the point of that? I can do quite enough worrying on my own, thanks.
So I think... I'll probably stay off livejournal for a while. I'll be checking my emails every now and again, and I might possibly still RP once or twice a week because it's kind of a necessary stress relief. But updates will only bore you. I'll let you know if I get a job, of course, but I don't want to be making repeated updates if all they're going to say is shitshitshit am doomed.
So have a good time. Know that I'll be thinking about you all, and catching up when I can.
I'll catch you on the flip side, when I find it. ;)
ETA: I can borrow the money for one month's rent - they'll be okay with that. I don't deserve the friends I have. Thanks, so much. I'll catch you later.
It's... mmm. Difficult. Eviction has suddenly turned from a random fear into a distinct possibility. I got a phone call from the agency this morning, and the man says that the owner is getting agitated. I'm applying for jobs, obviously, applying for jobs is kind of my default state, but I'm not going to have any money now until probably the end of September. At the earliest.
What does this mean? I don't even know. He wants to know if I can borrow money from my parents, pay one month, show of good faith. No, I can't. And not just because I'm ashamed to tell my parents what a bad state I'm in (which I am), but because my parents can't afford to give me money. And I'll just end up worrying them. What's the point of that? I can do quite enough worrying on my own, thanks.
So I think... I'll probably stay off livejournal for a while. I'll be checking my emails every now and again, and I might possibly still RP once or twice a week because it's kind of a necessary stress relief. But updates will only bore you. I'll let you know if I get a job, of course, but I don't want to be making repeated updates if all they're going to say is shitshitshit am doomed.
So have a good time. Know that I'll be thinking about you all, and catching up when I can.
I'll catch you on the flip side, when I find it. ;)
ETA: I can borrow the money for one month's rent - they'll be okay with that. I don't deserve the friends I have. Thanks, so much. I'll catch you later.
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:20 am (UTC)I know, babes, I really do. Zaph's been out of work most of this summer.
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:33 am (UTC)Sucks, don't it? Everything okay at your end?
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-09 07:40 am (UTC)-- you know, honestly I wouldn't mind the updates that read "shitshitshit am doomed."
Cos at least then there's not the uncertainty of worrying whether or not you're okay?
... I think I shouldn't be allowed on a computer directly after waking up. *sighs*
*hugs you, though*
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:45 am (UTC)I'll let you know if I'm not okay, and if there is any change in status. Just... static. Not interesting.
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:50 am (UTC)See, thing? Is that some people are
nosycurious, and want to know even if it is boring.no subject
Date: 2005-08-09 07:53 am (UTC)I always knew you were an odd one.
We'll see. Can't afford to be on here often, anyway. Money money money, oh so funny.
Ha.
Ha.
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Date: 2005-08-09 08:04 am (UTC)*hugs you lots again*
Your laughter there is very believable. Much more so than a laugh track. *nods*
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Date: 2005-08-09 08:05 am (UTC)Bloody TERRIFYING.
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Date: 2005-08-09 08:21 am (UTC)*shifty*
Yeah, so, on this trip that we've taken to Colorado for most of the past week, which is why I've been so thoroughly offline and missed the wedding on Saturday (woe)?
I've been listening to Patrick Wolf like crazy, see. Which is sort of dangerous, because I've gone insane (well, moreso) and started up a bizarrely AU Harry Potter RPG that's starting in a week or two, and Patrick Wolf is going to be Draco. And. One of the songs, there's this really brief chuckle and it's kind of disturbingly sexy when my brain reminds me that that's also now a sixteen-year-old boy.
*nods*
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Date: 2005-08-11 11:57 am (UTC)Bloody TERRIFYING.'
XD I did a great job on that. :P You dont even have it anymore
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Date: 2005-08-09 01:08 pm (UTC)*hugs, also*
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Date: 2005-08-09 07:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-09 08:00 am (UTC)Thank you.
*hugs tight*
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Date: 2005-08-09 11:31 am (UTC)Fingers are crossed, and all that. Hang in there, dear.
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Date: 2005-08-09 04:04 pm (UTC)