nny | (no subject)

Having problems at the moment. Major PMT influx is causing major life-reevaluation/depression/lassitude influx; I cannot justify time off from work at the rate I'm working but the rate I'm working is partly caused by the fact that I've had no time off; I am achieving nothing and spending time berating myself for achieving nothing; I'm going faintly insane from lack of interaction but I obviously cannot spare the time for it.

Summary: Miserable, no chance of fixing it.

All of this combined with the weather is making me want to just curl up in bed and hibernate for a couple of days, but that would royally fuck me in the ear.

Ideas for a quick mood fix?

(I hate most that most of the blame for this much work is on me, due to disorganisation throughout my first half term of teaching. I'm trying not to be too hard on myself though, 'cos FIRST HALF TERM OF TEACHING, okay?)

Current Mood: crappy

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la_rainette

Don' be too hard on yourself. Really. The first half-term of teaching is HORRIBLE for everyone. Sometimes you think you're going to die, and other times you wish you were dead already ... and yet somehow you make it through.

*MASSIVE HUGS* Don't let go, Nny.

(You need to take a day off, or just a few hours, and not feel guilty about it. Honestly. Consider it a mental health day. We all need them, you know? And trust me, everyone takes a mental health day once in a while. One problem with this job is, you COULD always work more, because you decide how much you work. So you need to fix yourself some limits -- don't kill yourself working, okay?)