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[nny]

Millicon ain't happening.

London ain't happening any time soon.

I'm not gonna be getting any new work shoes, or clothes, or pretty much anything else.

I have to pay off my credit card entirely by the end of the month, and frankly it'll be a relief to get the damned thing off my back and to be done with bloody Natwest and their excellent system of sending me no reminders ever. Thing is, I have to pay off my credit card. By the end of the month. Which is almost the entirety of my wages. Which means pushing back my rent even further, which means I can't even start beginning to save until about April, May.

I am not saying this to get money. I do not want any money from anyone. If I wanted money I could ask my grandparents, but the truth is this is my idiot mess and I'm the one that needs to get out of it.

I just needed somewhere to say yeah. Actually, I'm having a pretty shit day.

Comments

[innerbrat]

Hugs? Can I give you hugs?

Is there a way I can buy you coach tickets without 'giving you money'? Belated birthday present from me?

[villainny.livejournal.com]

I very much appreciate the offer, only it's not the tickets that are the problem, it's the drinks and the meals out and suchlike. I somehow find myself spending money in London, and I have no idea quite how it happens.

I'll be up in a few months, darlin'.

*hugs back*

[innerbrat]

...yeah, I get that.

OK, honey bunch {hugs} we'll miss you.

[djcati.livejournal.com]

:(

Does this mean I have to drink in your honour as well as Tracy's? Well, as long as people don't let me near a computer...

♥

[villainny.livejournal.com]

*giggles*

Drunken IMing is the bestest.

[muji]

Um...

:D.

Would you want a Mal-mun to come visit? Depending on where you are, that is, and whether or not you would give me bread and water sometimes once I actually made it there.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

I'm in Cardiff, and I can totally provide bread and water. Or stirfry with canton black bean sauce, which I am geek enough to eat entirely too often, now, singin' every time. XD

[muji]

OMG BLACK BEANS.

THERE IS NO SUCH THING IN FRANCE. I KNOW CAUSE I JUST ATTEMPTED TO FIND SOME AND AM NOW BITTER.

*steeples fingers*

We shall see.

[la-rainette.livejournal.com]

I'm sending you hugs anyways *hugs tight*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

*hugs back very very tight*

You are such a lovely person. :)

[tropes.livejournal.com]

Can I send you good things? Inna box? :-?

[rowanberries.livejournal.com]

*Pats sympathetically*

Lack of funds is something I get. There will be plenty of other times for London, though.

We'll collectively drunken-IM you.

*Hugs*

[kenovay.livejournal.com]

...So I'll move up my second visit to February-ish, right?

[ms-ntropy.livejournal.com]

I will get you next time, Gadget. Next time.

[dopplegl.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I may be able to come and visit you in the Summer. Then I can give you hugs in person!

[illmantrim.livejournal.com]

Fundage and evil payments... totally get that. Coming out of high school when I was younger and much more foolish(or so I hope) I got a credit card and completely zamoed it. Took me a long time to get out from under. I hope you make it okay. We all do silly things sometimes, and the companies dont help at all. *sends good thoughts*

[silveraspen]

Understood, and oh, but we'll miss you. *hugs and sends love*

[wickedtrue.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm just going to give you a hug from afar anyway. *squishes*

[vivien]

(((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Ack, I hate desire. Stupid bitch/bastard for making us want despite what we must do. I'm sorry things are so shitty right now.

[unravels.livejournal.com]

*flails angrily at world*

That is the lowest form of awful. Credit cards are evil, evil bastards. :(
As for Millicon, well. There are many months. Still determinted to Think of Something. *clings*

[malachan.livejournal.com]

:(!!!

:big hugs:

We'll miss you, but we'll call you.

Want me to come visit sometime? :)

[villainny.livejournal.com]

YES!

[malachan.livejournal.com]

:) Will have a look at which weekends I can do.

I will bring Ka. And Drink.