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Jan. 30th, 2006 12:54 pmIt's possible I'm going to be a bit scarce, over the next couple of days, because I really don't think that inflicting my mood on others is in any way fair.
I'm utterly miserable, and it's not for any valid reason that I can see - I mean, yes, money woes and suchlike, but to be honest I can't remember a time since uni started where I have been comfortable with my financial situation. I just think it's one of those periodic phases I get from time to time. I'm borderline tears most of the time, I'm taking utterly meaningless actions (or lack thereof) on the part of others stupidly personally, and I'm likely to whiny and/or histrionic if I do speak to anyone.
On that note? Apologies to anyone I've spoken to in the last few days. Ignore me, okay?
Um... yeah, that was pretty much it.
Bye.
I'm utterly miserable, and it's not for any valid reason that I can see - I mean, yes, money woes and suchlike, but to be honest I can't remember a time since uni started where I have been comfortable with my financial situation. I just think it's one of those periodic phases I get from time to time. I'm borderline tears most of the time, I'm taking utterly meaningless actions (or lack thereof) on the part of others stupidly personally, and I'm likely to whiny and/or histrionic if I do speak to anyone.
On that note? Apologies to anyone I've spoken to in the last few days. Ignore me, okay?
Um... yeah, that was pretty much it.
Bye.
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Date: 2006-01-30 05:04 am (UTC)And, seriously? Not gonna ignore. No thank you.
Anyway. Love you. You're gonna be fine.
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Date: 2006-01-30 06:06 am (UTC)I know I hate when I have days/weeks/months like that. It just makes me feel icky.
And. Um. You know, given the amount of time I spend being absolutely ridiculous, I do not mind, you know, if you want to be silly at me. Or whiny, or whatever.
Outlets are good, otherwise you end up hefting tables at people.
Or is that just me? *g*
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Date: 2006-01-30 09:55 am (UTC)But remember, your journal isn't here to entertain us. You can vent and whine here -- heaven only knows I do. If you're not comfortable having everyone hear you, then put on a friends filter. But you should have someplace where you can express yourself without being afraid.
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Date: 2006-01-30 12:47 pm (UTC)Which I realise may make me appear obsessive. But dude. You miserable is bad. :(
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Date: 2006-01-30 06:53 pm (UTC)Feel better soon, dear. {[[hugs you]]}
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Date: 2006-01-30 11:22 pm (UTC)Time for oneself is a good thing. Venting when and however needed is a good thing too.