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[nny]

I just started crying at work. OMG humiliating. And then I got berated for not 'communicating'.

Here is what I want to say:

I have not eaten solid food for a week, or anything at all for the past 24 hours. I have not slept, and I have a headache the size of something Very Large. I cannot afford painkillers, and the woman I need to talk to about my tax in order that I can afford necessities like that never phones me back. I need to book an appointment for the doctors, but going over there when I can't stop crying is too bloody embarrassing. If you tell me off one more fucking time today I will shove my resignation letter down your throat. So yes, a delay on my half hour break is enough to make me cry. Say sorry.



Instead I just got my coat. Went on my break.

You have no clue how much I don't want to go back.

Comments

[illmantrim.livejournal.com]

*hugs gently*

It sounds cliched, but I know how it feels. Life can really frelling feel bad somedays. I wish I could help ya more, but all I can do is send e-hugs and hope you know that someone is praying for you and thinking good thoughts about you.

[kenovay.livejournal.com]

I'll make your doctor's appointment for you, if you want. 'Cause that's really kind of exceedingly essential. I'm pretty sure you know that, so I will stop being preachy. *zips mouth closed*

Love you, gorgeous, and will talk to you at some point today and see you tomorrow.

Also, you need a new job. Just to state the obvious.

[linnpuzzle.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon. *hugs tightly* I wish I could help in some way. let me know if there's anything?

[muji]

There's nothing I'd rather do at the moment than FedEx myself to Wales to entertain you. And bring you Tylenol 3.

But I am po', so:
Nny is my hewo.

[gramarye1971]

*pets gently* Doctor, love. Doctor doctor doctor. You need food and rest, stat, and if you can't shove a resignation letter down their collective throats, shoving a doctor's note down their collective throats might be the next best thing.

[silveraspen]

Seconding here because Gramarye said it for me.

Call for the appointment if you can't quite face going directly -- but trust me when I tell you that doctors and health care providers very often do understand when patients are upset and crying. It goes along with the compassionate nature of the profession. Don't let that stop you from getting help.

I will be thinking of you.

[stella-polaris.livejournal.com]

*hug*

I... sort of know what it's like. But I've never been in as tight a situation as you are in now, and I feel horrible that there's nothing I can do to help.

Do you need money? I have about 30 euros to spare, which honestly isn't much, I know that, but it might help with something? Even as a loan? I dunno. Anything? It's not like I need it, it seriously is spare money.

[la-rainette.livejournal.com]

*nods* doctor, as soon as you can.

*hugs tight* You're really sick, of course you feel crappy, who wouldn't? *kicks boss and co-workers, makes you hot tea*

[minkhollow]

::hugs muchly::

[gwendolen.livejournal.com]

HUGS

You definitely need to call in sick and see a doctor. And don't worry about the crying. It's just another symptom and a definite sign that you should go and see the doctor asap. Maybe he can even get you some free samples of the painkillers you need.

As for the tax-situation. Try to reach someone else in that office and when that does not work, demand! to speak to her supervisor and complain about the bad service and insist on immediate action. There's a time when you have to stop being nice.

Good luck and get well soon!

[vimeslady.livejournal.com]

Dearest Nny, I don't care if your bawling your eyes out and you think you're going to die of embarrassment, at this point I don't even care if you lose your bloody job -- GET TO THE DOCTOR NOW!

That came out awfully harsh, and you know I do care about all those things, very much, but not as much as I care about the fact that you are apparently extremely ill and need medical attention.

Please? I'm really totally worried about you.