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[nny]

I said two steps forward, one step back, right?

How many steps do you reckon losing your job counts for?






Just. Fuck.

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[villainny.livejournal.com]

I have to stay in Cardiff, at least for another four months. I have a contract with the house people, and everything, and I can't leave Smaller and Jock Jock in the lurch.

I just... had a fucking concussion. And still tried to go back to work before I was ready because I felt bad for being sick so often. Just... I am so angry and fucking frustrated with myself and I thought things were going to be okay for a little while, maybe, and now everything's fucked again.

Shit.

[indy-go.livejournal.com]

But not for always. This is your chance to get a job, any job, that'll tide you over for a few months, be something new and different, and will maybe have a nicer schedule.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

I know. I do know. Just right now it's not so easy to see. Because it seems like any time I ever post about something positive, something else comes up behind me and attempts to kill me.

I wish I believed in Buddhism so I could blame some other bastard's bad karma.

[indy-go.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight* Well, we're all pulling for you, hon. I have faith.