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Jun. 24th, 2006 02:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyI'm not quite done with the packing, but very nearly, so I figured I may as well undelete. It's not as though I can't distract myself with other things if I'm so bloody determined, in any case. :)
I need to work on how I cope with pressure, clearly, or at least make a hell of a lot less whiney posts about it. One thing I will say, though, is that the one thing I most want to work on while I have time away from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
milliways_bar and spend less time on LJ in general is... I want to get to a place where I don't feel the need to apologise so fucking much. It drives me insane. I need to stop screwing up so much, I need to stop overstretching myself, and I need to have the confidence that I'm doing the right thing. Because I'm so in the habit of apologising that I end up undermining myself even when I know I'm right.
And just now, the right thing is to go shove more stuff in boxes and clean the top of the oven, so I shall bid thee a temporary farewell.
I need to work on how I cope with pressure, clearly, or at least make a hell of a lot less whiney posts about it. One thing I will say, though, is that the one thing I most want to work on while I have time away from
milliways_bar and spend less time on LJ in general is... I want to get to a place where I don't feel the need to apologise so fucking much. It drives me insane. I need to stop screwing up so much, I need to stop overstretching myself, and I need to have the confidence that I'm doing the right thing. Because I'm so in the habit of apologising that I end up undermining myself even when I know I'm right. And just now, the right thing is to go shove more stuff in boxes and clean the top of the oven, so I shall bid thee a temporary farewell.
