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[nny]

it is always the way that as soon as holidays start you suddenly get sick, yes? I'm in huge amounts of pain right now because I think I've been working at suppressing the arthritis stuff quite hard the past couple of weeks and now I'm like... and relax... and my body's like HAHAHAHA WE KEELL JOO!

I find myself in the odd position of needing a paper journal, suddenly, because I have things to think about and I am bad thinking at things inside my head. And I genuinely don't know who I can talk to about this. Ugh. I hate it when things get complicated. Life would be so much easier without people, da?

Stuff and things to do. Might be scarce, for a while.

(Probably won't.)

*fails at Dramatic Emo*

XD

Comments

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the pain. *very gentle huggage and love*

Paper journals are good.

Obviously only you can decide who you're comfortable telling what, but if you think for a second that maybe I could help, then I can promise that with the sole caveat of if you tell me you're a psycho serial killer who eats babies or something, I won't freak out or think you're awful or something.

Not so randomly, I miss you.

[villainny.livejournal.com]

thank you for the offer and I will keep you informed. I just. i need to get it somehow straight in my head before I talk about it, and it's something that so many people have advised me on in the past that I worry i'll go to the person whose perspective I like to get advice rather than the one most on the ball, y'know?

Thanks, though.

Miss you too.

[soupytwist.livejournal.com]

I do; I'm bad like that too. It sounds like you're right and a paper journal to try to figure out stuff before asking for advice will do you good - or if writing is an issue, maybe a dictaphone of some sort or something? Apparently the feeling-silly-talking-to-yourself thing passes fairly fast...

I dunno. I want to help. I'm wishing you well, if that counts at all? :)

*LOVE*

*EVEN MORE LOVE*

[shati.livejournal.com]

*squooshes. but gently*

[blueeyedtigress.livejournal.com]

You want someone completely different and unknown, I'm certainly willing to be of what help I can. 8]

[la-rainette.livejournal.com]

it is always the way that as soon as holidays start you suddenly get sick, yes

Yes. Uhuh. That's just the way it works, see? You function on adrenaline and nerves until you go on vacation, and then you collapse. My own flu is scheduled for next week, after the end of my Praktikum, between Christmas (got to function cos hey, Small Children Need Christmas Magic) and New Year's Eve (got to function cos hey, I AM HOSTING THE PARTY).

And I am not joking: it's been that way for me for the past what, 20 years? Good luck, sweetheart! *hugs tight*

[la-rainette.livejournal.com]

Also, if I can be of any help, let me know?

[skygiants]

*hugs*

*in a careful and MAGICALLY PAINLESS fashion*

[apiphile.livejournal.com]

Talking to me is an enormously bad idea and thus I think you should do it. *piratey grin*

Also have less pain. Pain is unbecoming.

[unravels.livejournal.com]

I don't know if typing is more or less painful than paper writing, but I just stick all my Dramatic Emo under a private lock thing and then no one else has to deal with it. And I have a tag called 'private' so I can find them when I need to, which is surprisingly helpful. I can go back 3 months later and say, 'self, what kind of crazy shit were you smoking?' or 'self, there was really no need to lock that - you were obviously going through one of your many bouts of paranoia. See how you've grown?!' Also I have 10,000 paper journals, most of them blank, because I abandoned paper when I got an LJ and discovered that I can spew forth my inner ramblings at a much faster rate. But again, depends on what is less with the ow.

And maybe it goes without saying, but if I can help at all, you know where to find me. :]