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Nov. 16th, 2007 04:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyKinda hard to come back from a day like today and think 'yes, I can totally see myself doing this for the next forty years of my life.' And the teacher who told me that this is the easiest I'll ever have it? Not helping.
It's hard finding time for any kind of a social life, right now. I work almost straight through from coming back from school to going to bed, I'm sleeping 6 hours a night, and it still doesn't seem like I'm doing enough. I guess I have to just... streamline what I'm doing? cut out the excess? Although it would be nice to have someone point out what I don't need to be doing because right now it all seems necessary and it all seems too much.
Tonight I think I'll type up the lesson plans I've already done, just so I can holepunch them and file them away and not have to actually do any sort of thinking tonight, because to be honest I'm still not up to par after being ill earlier in the week and I could do with one good lie-in before I start my work.
Just... mostly feeling helpless and hopeless right now. And my efforts to wear a sunny disposition and attempt to point out aspects I think I'm doing fairly well - which, for me, kind of a big thing - have met with admonishments to be more self-critical. Har.
Mbleh. I think I'm gonna have a nap before getting started on tonight's task. It's been a hell of a long week.
It's hard finding time for any kind of a social life, right now. I work almost straight through from coming back from school to going to bed, I'm sleeping 6 hours a night, and it still doesn't seem like I'm doing enough. I guess I have to just... streamline what I'm doing? cut out the excess? Although it would be nice to have someone point out what I don't need to be doing because right now it all seems necessary and it all seems too much.
Tonight I think I'll type up the lesson plans I've already done, just so I can holepunch them and file them away and not have to actually do any sort of thinking tonight, because to be honest I'm still not up to par after being ill earlier in the week and I could do with one good lie-in before I start my work.
Just... mostly feeling helpless and hopeless right now. And my efforts to wear a sunny disposition and attempt to point out aspects I think I'm doing fairly well - which, for me, kind of a big thing - have met with admonishments to be more self-critical. Har.
Mbleh. I think I'm gonna have a nap before getting started on tonight's task. It's been a hell of a long week.
