Arse, and, indeed, Biscuits.

[nny]

I'm randomly depressed. There's no real reason for it... just spent too much time with R., perhaps. She has just split up with a long term boyfriend, and is naturally devastated, and has turned to me. I love that she trusts me, and wants to talk to me, but on the other hand there's a little voice in my head that I'm trying desperately to surpress that keeps yelling "Yeah? Well at least you've *had* a relationship!". I'm a bad person.

I'm stressed by my lack of writing. Yet I do nothing about it. I'm also... I'm loving hp_dungeons, really I am, but I'm going to have to come up with something interesting to do there. Because my characters have little to no interaction with the other characters, and they're frankly just not particularly interesting. The community would suffer no loss if I disappeared. Which is a little pathetic.

I've signed up for a few fests that I really should get cracking on. But... I write for feedback, really. And I'm not getting any. Which just makes me not want to bother. If no one's enjoying it, then what's the point? GAH! I'm seriously in a funk at the moment. Please ignore me.

Quote of the day?

"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG

Says it all, really.

I'll be fine tomorrow.

Comments

[r-becca.livejournal.com]

I've been through a lot of problems with friends (both my problems and theirs), and I can assure you that you're not a bad person for thinking that. It's always hard to manage other people's problems.

I think one of the things I like best about hp_dungeons is how it's very loosely knit-- everyone's doing their own thing and it works that way. :)

I'm sorry to hear that you're down, though. *offers you flowerdy icon*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the reassurance, and for the pretty icon. I appreciate it so much. =)