Arse, and, indeed, Biscuits.

[nny]

I'm randomly depressed. There's no real reason for it... just spent too much time with R., perhaps. She has just split up with a long term boyfriend, and is naturally devastated, and has turned to me. I love that she trusts me, and wants to talk to me, but on the other hand there's a little voice in my head that I'm trying desperately to surpress that keeps yelling "Yeah? Well at least you've *had* a relationship!". I'm a bad person.

I'm stressed by my lack of writing. Yet I do nothing about it. I'm also... I'm loving hp_dungeons, really I am, but I'm going to have to come up with something interesting to do there. Because my characters have little to no interaction with the other characters, and they're frankly just not particularly interesting. The community would suffer no loss if I disappeared. Which is a little pathetic.

I've signed up for a few fests that I really should get cracking on. But... I write for feedback, really. And I'm not getting any. Which just makes me not want to bother. If no one's enjoying it, then what's the point? GAH! I'm seriously in a funk at the moment. Please ignore me.

Quote of the day?

"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG

Says it all, really.

I'll be fine tomorrow.

Comments

[isiscolo.livejournal.com]

I'm kind of busy with a deadline (I think I told you about the Real Writing I have to do) but I'll come bug you when I can.

I think you should plot out a real story for your characters and work with them. I know you feel that plot is not one of your strengths - now's your chance to practice it.

[r-becca.livejournal.com]

I've been through a lot of problems with friends (both my problems and theirs), and I can assure you that you're not a bad person for thinking that. It's always hard to manage other people's problems.

I think one of the things I like best about hp_dungeons is how it's very loosely knit-- everyone's doing their own thing and it works that way. :)

I'm sorry to hear that you're down, though. *offers you flowerdy icon*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the Real Writing. =)

And I should plot, really I should. I know this. I even have some little bits. But I'm bad at the whole "foreshadowing" thing. There've been little bits and pieces, but I don't know when it'll work out, and I get scared I'll forget things or accidentally mess up. Bad day. =)

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the reassurance, and for the pretty icon. I appreciate it so much. =)

[femmequixotic]

The community would suffer no loss if I disappeared. Which is a little pathetic.

No! This is so not true! *grabs villainny and snogs* I would suffer. Most assuredly. I love Oliver. And Charlie.

Plus we desperately need you for the Death Eater/Dark Creatures plotline that hopefully will start cranking up fairly soon. Sparrowhawk is interested in pulling in that plotline to her D.E. terrorists plot and ChaseHunts wants to throw her Blue Moon prophecy into the mix.Snape and Mikhail will both be involved as well, and we will definitely need Oliver and Charlie.

We really need to all get together and figure out how we're going to interewave all of these plotlines, because I think we could come up with something really amazing.

"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG

Marvin, how we love thee. Best character in the whole series.

"Life" said Marvin dolefully. 'Loathe it or ignore it, you can't like it."

*hugs*hugs*hugs again*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

*blushes*

I was feeling all pathetic and stuff. I've cheered up a little, with the help of sparrohawk's writing and the fact that I managed to force out a couple of drabbles.

*hugs back*

You're the best. You know that?