Arse, and, indeed, Biscuits.
Nov. 4th, 2003 08:45 pmI'm randomly depressed. There's no real reason for it... just spent too much time with R., perhaps. She has just split up with a long term boyfriend, and is naturally devastated, and has turned to me. I love that she trusts me, and wants to talk to me, but on the other hand there's a little voice in my head that I'm trying desperately to surpress that keeps yelling "Yeah? Well at least you've *had* a relationship!". I'm a bad person.
I'm stressed by my lack of writing. Yet I do nothing about it. I'm also... I'm loving hp_dungeons, really I am, but I'm going to have to come up with something interesting to do there. Because my characters have little to no interaction with the other characters, and they're frankly just not particularly interesting. The community would suffer no loss if I disappeared. Which is a little pathetic.
I've signed up for a few fests that I really should get cracking on. But... I write for feedback, really. And I'm not getting any. Which just makes me not want to bother. If no one's enjoying it, then what's the point? GAH! I'm seriously in a funk at the moment. Please ignore me.
Quote of the day?
"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG
Says it all, really.
I'll be fine tomorrow.
I'm stressed by my lack of writing. Yet I do nothing about it. I'm also... I'm loving hp_dungeons, really I am, but I'm going to have to come up with something interesting to do there. Because my characters have little to no interaction with the other characters, and they're frankly just not particularly interesting. The community would suffer no loss if I disappeared. Which is a little pathetic.
I've signed up for a few fests that I really should get cracking on. But... I write for feedback, really. And I'm not getting any. Which just makes me not want to bother. If no one's enjoying it, then what's the point? GAH! I'm seriously in a funk at the moment. Please ignore me.
Quote of the day?
"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG
Says it all, really.
I'll be fine tomorrow.
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Date: 2003-11-05 01:13 am (UTC)No! This is so not true! *grabs
Plus we desperately need you for the Death Eater/Dark Creatures plotline that hopefully will start cranking up fairly soon. Sparrowhawk is interested in pulling in that plotline to her D.E. terrorists plot and ChaseHunts wants to throw her Blue Moon prophecy into the mix.Snape and Mikhail will both be involved as well, and we will definitely need Oliver and Charlie.
We really need to all get together and figure out how we're going to interewave all of these plotlines, because I think we could come up with something really amazing.
"Well pardon me for breathing, which I never do anyway so I don't know why I bothered to say it oh *God* I'm so depressed." Marvin, HHGttG
Marvin, how we love thee. Best character in the whole series.
"Life" said Marvin dolefully. 'Loathe it or ignore it, you can't like it."
*hugs*hugs*hugs again*
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Date: 2003-11-05 01:51 am (UTC)*blushes*
I was feeling all pathetic and stuff. I've cheered up a little, with the help of
*hugs back*
You're the best. You know that?