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I'm trying to post less for the same reason as innerbrat. My counsellor person didn't suggest it, since she had told me the wrong time this week and quite clearly didn't have time for me; it's a conclusion I came to myself when I realised that almost my every thought was filtered through how I would post it to LJ. I can't seem to think things through without an audience/reaction, and while this is a long-term problem it is one that I have the capacity to sort out and I should at least make an effort towards doing so. I need to not have my entire day depend on whether I have comment notifications to wake up to.

*grins*

I'm mostly okay, except for the weird weather making my existential (environmental) anxiety go into overdrive; I'm mostly trying to ignore it, which is more successful due to sitting in an office eight and a half hours every day, typing cruise details into a computer. I don't understand how people with computer-based jobs can then come home and type more, since I guess I'll train myself into it but right now my hands hurt like a bitch. Possibly it's an arthritis hangover. Anyway, yes; I'm too tired to worry or think about anything, much, right now. I'm also too tired to read my flist, and I've been avoiding the internet for a couple of days, so I apologise for things I may have missed. I'll probably keep a closer eye on you all from now on, just not so close (obsessively refreshing) as before.

Smack me if I talk too much.