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Nov. 10th, 2004 02:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nnyI really hate my catholic school upbringing. Because I'm listening to John Tavener, and drinking apple tea, and talking to the girl I'm hopelessly in love with, and there's a little voice in the back of my head that won't stop telling me I don't deserve this. Bastards.
For now, though? Ill as I am, I'm happy.
*grins*
For now, though? Ill as I am, I'm happy.
*grins*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:04 pm (UTC)Yay! In love!
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:25 pm (UTC)It is kind of weird - being in love. And I think it is normal to distrust such rampant happiness. It won't last in its present state - it will change. But hopefully it will deepen and become more dear to you, more real, and more solid.
Love that has been bruised a few times and survived - has been worked at - is even better. :D
I miss my boy!
We've been madly in love for several years. And I keep wondering why we are still so freakin delirous. But I try not to question it too much. It is better to spend time working on keeping that way. :D
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:38 pm (UTC)And don't worry, you'll see him again soon. Congratulations, man. Reading your squeeful posts makes me happy. *g*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:42 pm (UTC)*glares at the Irish Sea*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:46 pm (UTC)I don't know how all you people do long distance - you must be way tougher than I am!
That sea won't always be in the way.
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:49 pm (UTC)*boogies*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:53 pm (UTC)*crosses fingers, toes, and eyes*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:58 pm (UTC)Um... becausewehaven'tactuallymetyet?
Shaddup.
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Date: 2004-11-10 04:03 pm (UTC)But you have met. You know each other. You just haven't been together in person yet.
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Date: 2004-11-10 04:12 pm (UTC)It does feel weird to be with friends you have only known on line - in person. The dynamic is different and you have to just go with it. But that doesn't mean it is bad. Just different.
I think it would only be a problem if you were projecting an image that isn't you to the other person on line. But I can't see either of you doing that.
*great big hugs*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:04 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:10 pm (UTC)Thank you. I'm glad you're happy too, sugar. NEW FLAT YAY!
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:16 pm (UTC)Spectacular new flat, and a happy Nny~> in love. All is currently well.
*dances with you*
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Date: 2004-11-10 03:18 pm (UTC)*waltzes*
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Date: 2004-11-10 05:13 pm (UTC)Yis.
And how is the angel this fine day?
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Date: 2004-11-10 04:17 pm (UTC)I can do that *shows badge* -- don't make me bust out the holy water.
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Date: 2004-11-10 04:34 pm (UTC)You, I love. :D
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Date: 2004-11-10 05:12 pm (UTC)I miss you too, lovely.