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[nny]

It's so weird that I spend so much time wanting to go home, when I'm miserable more often here than anywhere else. And I'm made to feel guilty because I allow myself to get upset. Because I'm undermining the family my mum's been trying to build all these years. How? By being nice? By being easy to bully?

I want to go home and I don't even know where that fucking is anymore.

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[sophistry]

You were talking about staying where you're living now once uni is done, and working, but maybe the thing to do is to find another place, somewhere close by the first. I mean, the family home clearly doesn't seem to be the best place for you to spend time, and uni!home I have a feeling you associate with a lot of the stresses and Bad Places you've been to over the past while. So perhaps if you could stay within range of the same people and places, but with new immediate environs...

Fukkit, I've not a clue what I'm on about.

[ygrane.livejournal.com]

No, actually these are good ideas. Same location, different scene.

*big tight hugs to Nny*